“Growing up my Grandmother sister adopt this girl from Jamaica 🇯🇲 not sure if she was adopted but she was living under her care so known as one of us a lot of things were happening in Bell Bells so one evening she say I could sleep over I was a little boy but very active and we went to sleep and I woke I knew why I was there so I started to get her attention I push and she push back that I knew it was ok and we started to have sex but she stop in the middle and say she can’t feel nothing I was loathing that and hated it but she say let’s wait till the other day when my big cousin come home because I was always the watch man for them when the big boys were around I never got nothing by myself I still got through with a lot of them as a little boy then as I got older I met Kiva Powell when I got older she heard about me and who my Father is and she liked me in that way I was living at my cousin house on crewe rd Debbie Douglas she eventually say she can’t support me no more and tell me I need to go back home to Palm Dale Kive & her Mother heard she had put me out so they said I could move with them so I was living at her house she had this R Kelly 12 play cd I was really turned on to it but it never occurred nothing with her but she realized I was always playing it and took the cd from me and hide in her drawer and they woukd go to work and leave me by myself so I found the cd and kept playing it she took from me again so one day we were sleeping in the same bed my experience is what crept back in not the music so I woke she was sleeping I started to play like I am sleeping and try to get her attention like am sleeping so when I put my hands close to her and my foot she eventually realize what I was doing but she didn’t play back she got out of the bed and hold head & sigh I lay there pretending as if I’m sleeping f feeling bewildered and out of place like shit shit shit I had to go back to Palm Dale eventually but that a good story she’s a very beautiful woman that’s my boyhood triumphs that’s how I got to be friends with Tutor Murphy because she started to date him and that is why I got my problem from Tasha LemY she was working at Cayman Airways with Tutor Murphy and he won the title Mr Cayman just like Mrs Universe so same social status the suit he wore to win Mr Cayman is what I have on today but in school Tutor Murphy was balling crying because of me this girl Katrina Mclauglin liked me he was balling no lie. Ask him I got real superstar fame in my high school years from girls crying to guy a crying and after school real stalkers thank God It all turned for his purpose I was running on feeling not knowledge today it’s knowledge on my own I got through with most of them so I have experience getting through so don’t get it twisted The Psalnist keeps Gods law Psalm 119:129-144

Psalm 119:129-144
King James to KinG Adrian Bible
129 Thy testimonies are wonderful: therefore doth my soul keep them.

130 The entrance of thy words giveth light; it giveth understanding unto the simple.

131 I opened my mouth, and panted: for I longed for thy commandments.

132 Look thou upon me, and be merciful unto me, as thou usest to do unto those that love thy name.

133 Order my steps in thy word: and let not any iniquity have dominion over me.

134 Deliver me from the oppression of man: so will I keep thy precepts.

135 Make thy face to shine upon thy servant; and teach me thy statutes.

136 Rivers of waters run down mine eyes, because they keep not thy law.

137 Righteous art thou, O Lord, and upright are thy judgments.

138 Thy testimonies that thou hast commanded are righteous and very faithful.

139 My zeal hath consumed me, because mine enemies have forgotten thy words.

140 Thy word is very pure: therefore thy servant loveth it.

141 I am small and despised: yet do not I forget thy precepts.

142 Thy righteousness is an everlasting righteousness, and thy law is the truth.

143 Trouble and anguish have taken hold on me: yet thy commandments are my delights.

144 The righteousness of thy testimonies is everlasting: give me understanding, and I shall live.